In January of 2018, I learned through the guidance of my therapist that I developed a preoccupied insecure attachment. A new understanding of who I am and why I react the way I do in many situations. With my therapist's guidance, I was able to lay the groundwork for a secure attachment, and within 4 months gained the security needed in order to quit my job working for the family business and travel to SE Asia for six weeks in order to discover and work on the true me.
The blogs below will take you through that journey and what was going on in my head. As much as the sights and socializing was something I was looking forward to, the mental challenges and therefore development which was intertwined was the purpose of the trip. To keep gaining security in a world I had feared for so so long.