Gaining Security

In January of 2018, I learned through the guidance of my therapist that I developed a preoccupied insecure attachment.  A new understanding of who I am and why I react the way I do in many situations.  With Rachel's guidance, my therapist, I was able to lay the groundwork for a secure attachment, and within 4 months gained the security needed in order to quit my job working for the family business and travel to SE Asia for six weeks in order to discover and work on the true me. 

The blogs below will take you through that journey and what was going on in my head.  As much as the sights and socializing was something I was looking forward to, the mental challenges and therefore development which was intertwined was the purpose of the trip.  To keep gaining security in a world I had feared for so so long. 

kolkata: finding my voice...my truth.

sure, i have a voice, quite sexy if i may say so myself.  i had a voice, have a voice, and as long as no one rips out my vocal cords will...

bhutan: finding my compass(ion)

this physical adventure, backpacking to asia, did start on june 11, 2018. the journey into the mind of johnny b, that started back in...